Socially awkward, introverted/covert narcissist whose loves include: Music, Mad Men, Adventure Time, TV, reading, penguins, cupcakes, and self loathing. I'm really not that interesting.
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1.52 am thoughts
Since our “break-up” I’ve been thinking a lot about what he last said to me; “It’s hard to continue to support and love someone who won’t support and love themself.” When I realised, he is right. Just, I feel that unless someone tells me what a great job I did, everything I do is not good enough. I don’t believe in myself so I’ll try to find someone else who will. The problem with that, I’ve noticed, is that until I believe in myself, it will never matter what anyone else says because the most important person won’t believe it, ME. I want to change that. I WILL change that. I know it will be hard and I know it will take time, but I am determined to change my life around. I want to be happy. I deserve to be happy, just like everyone else in this world.
